Finding No One

May this book help man understand himself and his pain. May it help women understand the suffering of men. In this book, Martin Aurum shares an honest account of what it looks like to wake up from what most consider reality. In 2008, he was expecting twin sons, but only one was born alive. It set in motion a highly unexpected 17-year journey of self-discovery into greater consciousness. As Martin tries to find missing parts of himself in his childhood, a divine mystery begins to unfold. But to know everything, he must first lose all that he is not. Only death before dying leads to the resonant truth he seeks. Martin's detailed field notes show how to use self-inquiry and dynamic practices to heal and grow beyond loss, generational trauma, and addiction. Learning from his journey can assist anyone seeking a direct path to greater existence without religion or dogma.

May this book help man understand himself and his pain. May it help women understand the suffering of men. In this book, Martin Aurum shares an honest account of what it looks like to wake up from what most consider reality. In 2008, he was expecting twin sons, but only one was born alive. It set in motion a highly unexpected 17-year journey of self-discovery into greater consciousness. As Martin tries to find missing parts of himself in his childhood, a divine mystery begins to unfold. But to know everything, he must first lose all that he is not. Only death before dying leads to the resonant truth he seeks. Martin's detailed field notes show how to use self-inquiry and dynamic practices to heal and grow beyond loss, generational trauma, and addiction. Learning from his journey can assist anyone seeking a direct path to greater existence without religion or dogma.